/ Wednesday, March 28, 2007
As I feel the clock ticking, towards the day, hour and minute when I will be leaving here for 2 months. By rights, I should've been feeling elated, anxious, and the likes(well, you know the rest), but somehow, there's this naggy feeling that's resting at the back of my mind, and it's like, weird? Sometimes, words are not just enough to explain or describe feelings. But to those who've experienced before, yep Hans, you should know, the feeling of leaving.
I don't know what it is that is missing. Is it something? Or is it someone?
Yes, althought I'm like dreaming of leaving the tiny dot on the map to see the world, there's always this sense of dread. I'll be leaving so many things and people behind. First and foremost would be me missing my warm bed. Haha! It sounds kinda mushy but yeah, I love my warm and comfy bed, my huge blue pillow that I always hug it, and the little red one that I used since I was a kid to tickle myself with.
I'll miss cleaning my room every weekends. Yeah, it sounds kinda gay, but I'm glad to say that I enjoy tidying my room and thinking of ways to make it look better. Haha! In fact, I'll miss everything I ever owned! Stuff that I'm unable to bring along with me. It sounds kinda weird, but I love and cherish everything that I've ever owned =)
Of course I won't be forgetting you guys! Haha! I'll miss you all too! First would be my dear sister! Haha! Take good care of yourself when I'm not around!! Keep your nose clean and don't get into trouble. Now, Jurhead, I'll miss the times we did all those funky sheits together. Yeah, you know what I'm talking about. Haha! And Xuebs, my manicure!!?? Haha!! Kenny, I still owe you your chain!! I'll return you as soon as possible. Haha!
Not to mention, what about my classmates? Xiaoguo Marcus, We should still be going jogging and swimming together!! Haha! Yondaime Yongjee!! Remember to update me on the latest Naruto Manga's!!! Haha! Cheena the internet sucks man!! I think their fastest is like 56kbps. HaHa!! Oh and Drew D, haha! Do I have to say what "D" means?? Haha!! :P And Boss Kwan, I'll used FedEx to sent a china chick for you back. Haha!! Remember to thank me when I come back.
And my DragonBoat mates? Haha! I won't forget you guys! Althought I've not much time to come for training, hey, I still enjoy the times we had all rights? Haha! Fangs, don't be so stress damnnit, if things don't work out, pon!!! Yeah pon school!! Haha! But use it as a last resort. I'm not teaching you bad things. HAHA!! Yifeng, I'll bring some smog back for you, you'll enjoy it =D Haha! WW, well, like nothing eh...lol, but good luck! Don't cheong so much till you drop. Bwahaha!! Baby genie, hah! I'll remember the new name you gave me! Well, it may not be fantastic, but at least it proves that I'm no longer gay. For further details...ask the Genie(Treat her well, and she grants 3 wishes =) (hint hint, -snickers). Zul Boy!! Remember my Angkor Wat stone!! Marcus, Captain, i duno what to say already also. Lol, it's the peak, but, May the Force be with you. Haha!! Maurice, good luck. I expect good news from you when I'm back. You know what I mean. Haha! Jazreel, still don't know you very well, but I'll miss the lame jokes that I sometimes don't understand from you. Haha!! :P Oh and I'll drop by Pepper Lunch soon. Haha!
Ohh geez I forgot what I wanted to add on, but yeah, that's all for now!
/Hopped!
1:30 PM
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/ Wednesday, March 21, 2007
And so, with the release of my results today, that concludes the end of my Year 2 in poly. It's kinda sad, but oh wells, I'm goin NS soon, with a new goal there, and in life.
Anyways, talk about that later. My results are well, kinda, hmm, came as a relief and kinda shocking, and disappointing at the same time. Yeah, it's something like a 3-in-1 milo pack, where it's a package deal. Yeah, I'm damn lucky to get 2 A's this sem man! OSM and my elective, A! Super shocked. And i expected my OSM to get a B or something cause, all right, I give you this scenario. The paper consists of 4 qns, each worth 25%, and I could only do that 1 outta 4, and the rest, were well, random answers.
For my elective, hmm, no comments about that. Didn't quite bother much about it, it's a happy-gp-lucky module. But I guess my lecturer found me attractive, and I got my A. Haha! Ego! But I'm just messing around here, don't take it too seriously ladies. Haha!
But my comm skills were well, super disappointing. I got a C+ for my language, for the first time in my life. Was a real big blow to me man. Well, I gotta find Sharon Tan later, my Year 1 Comm Skills Lecturer who's very nice =)
BleahH! And I'm still stuck in school doing my FYP. Wanted to go swimming, but it's raining. Oh wells, means I can go. Simple as that
Oh and had a row with my mom again in the morning. Seesh, lazy to type it out, cause it's always about the same thing which, arr, who gives a fuck about her anyway? Can't stand her constant nagging on the SAME THING, EVERYDAY.
Going out for lunch. Cya!
/Hopped!
12:17 PM
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/ Thursday, March 15, 2007
Hoot!!! The weekends are drawing closer!! Come to me!! Come to mee!! Come to meee!! Wahahaa!!
All rights, I'm being crazy here! Haha! I'm not suppose to be blogging here but, oh wells, I'm trying to make full use of the time here rather than being spent on sleeping. So, I've decided to blog.
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Well, Jur, Kenny and me finally met up the other day. Hells, it's been damn long since the 3 of us got together. Haha! Frigging funny and well, pretty soon we were discussing what we were going to do in future. Althought most of it was being lame, but this particular one, HaHa!
Since we were planning to go into doing business, several ideas were thought of, such as, going into the FnB line, and the likes. But this idea which Kenny thought of, is totally awesome, which is going into the drug business. Haha! But we gotta study Law and Medicine, medicine to understand more about drugs and law to protect ourselves when we get caught. Haha! It's damn funny larhh! Be a cocaine manufacuturer in Columbia. Haha!!
/Hopped!
10:26 AM
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Damn! I feel that FYP is a total waste of time larh! BleahH! Not that I'm the one slacking here, but, it's like, being confined in a fish tank!!!! Geez! Not that many of us here even care about it.
Some of us are even using the school terminals to open their own "LAN-corner". Geez! DotA-ing without a care. Not that the ground-rules laid by the lecturers or supervisors are even put in use. Worse thing is that, I see the dscarded pieces of paper, with lab instuctions like that "do and don'ts" in places like that trash bin.
LOL!! Me, well I've been a good boy all week. I didn't play DotA in school. I didn't skive. Ok, maybe I've an OK boy, I skipped 6 hours of lab time, but hey, I gotta get to Bishan to get my photo taken for the application of my overseas visa!! Well, but to answer the human's call for a break, well, I went to watch 300 with my partner. And we didn't expect the movie to be so long! We just thought that it would be about 2 hours or so, but the movie stretched on! I didn't want this either...
All right! I think I'm not being totally honest with myself! I think I'm being a bad boy, I'm using today's time to watch vcds in school! But at least I got some work done before watching, so, yah, I'm still reedemable! Haha! Not eternal damnanation yet!
Still, I can't seem to get this "feeling" off, there's still a clash of conscience in me, damn! I think I'm a total bastard!! I'm going to skip school tomorrow to go for my facial and haircut. Seesh!
And drinking session with Dickhead and Ah Beng was great, and Ah Beng(Gibson) said that Liquid Kitchen is damn high class. Haha! Which is kinda true, but heyy! There are much higher class places!! Haha! And Gibson was saying, going to a KTV pub. And damn, this is the second time I nearly got drunk to get home. Lucky I didn't throw up.
Oh and the other time was at DXO, with Aldric, Edwin and Mabel. Edwin is enlisting soon, in like 6 days? Haha! All the best Edwin! And Mabel, speaking of Mabel, waa lao! It's damn scary larhh! Wanted to ask for some help, and I got a bloody screaming from her. Dude, her voice is worse than my mum! Seesh! Got jackked early in the morning. But never mind, I managed to squeeze out some finished work in the morning.
And the new Naruto manga is out!! Yondaime Poiky, remember to check it out!! And seesh, the previous and this week, there are not new episodes!!!! Freaked out!!
/Hopped!
5:11 PM
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/ Wednesday, March 07, 2007
So, what can I say? Happy Holidays everyone, Happy Digging Holes Jestyn. Seesh! I'm feeling that I'm being damn sarcastic to myself. Seesh! Digging holes! That's what my Final-Year-Project is doing larh! Seesh!
I gotta write a program for LTA to input data on air temperature, air humidility, air velocity, air speed and other craps which I can't remember. Seesh, and to get those data, I gotta be digging holes into the earth-crusted core to get these. Hecks, my course is MIT(Multimedia and Infocomm Technology), I say it's CMIT!! Oh it stands for "Coolies work with Multimedia and Infocomm Technology"!! Terrible!!
So, now I'm stuck in the lab almost everyday for like almost 10 hours! 8.30am to 6pm! It's like going for attachment, but no pay, or should I say, overworked but not paid coolies. Geez!
But I can say that I'm considered kinda lucky uhh, my project is a pair work, with 2 persons working on the same project with no other components. That, is kinda relief, uh, although it's still programming. Kinda contradicting but wells =) I'm not complaining.
Fortunately, yesterday I had something to look forward to, dinner at Warauku!! It's a Japanese restaurant by the way, and it's damn reasonable and nicee larhh! If you're interested, it's at Marina Square, level 1, I think. It's next to Carl's Junior. Haha! Oh, and went with, Aldric, Edwin and Mabel, all secondary school mates =) And after that, drinking at DXO! Woot! The tower drinks there are great larhh! Haha! Had a 2-litre tower of Coke with Rum. Was great! But Mabel, well I guess she gets high easily. Barely 2 drinks and she's high. Haha!
Well, I suppose that's all I can blog for now, secretly using this time to blog.
Oh, and if you're reading this, which i highly doubt that you would, good luck in going CJ and all the best in everything you do in there.
Signing off for now, damn stomachache!
/Hopped!
10:41 AM
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Yo! Just writing a blog entry, what's there to be afraid of? Haha! Gosh! Looks like I'm addicted to the show!! Ahh! Opps! Oh yes, forgot to say what show it is. It's erm....Journey to the West :) Haha!! Oh and it's not the new version, it's the old one, Tvb series. Haha! Never guess that a show that I remember watching when I was in Primary 4, would still be avaliable here.
Wish I could say that I'm free and it's the time for Happy Holidays, bloody attachment and final-year projects are here. God-damned it! I'm one of the unlucky few who gets to do our final-year projects first. Sheesh! Oh but mine would be doing in Beijing. Well, much as I should be feeling great or excited about it, I'm like dreading it. Sheesh, and to think that I was like so damn hyper and enthu about it, now, it's like the clock ticking to doom. Sucks larh!
Let's see, well I settled my exams and all. And bloody hell come and give me my FYP. Don't even have time to relax. Sigh, and for bloody 6 mths somemore. Heck!!
Well, went out with Xiaoguo yesterday, haha! Was kinda impromptu. Suppose to just accompany him to Kovan and get some formal shirts, but ended up in town. Haha! Was kinda crap too, oh, and we caught Norbit! Lame show, well I wouldn't say that it's fantastic, but well, if you've too much cash and nothing to do, watch Norbit. Haha!
Oh and day before yesterday, let's see what I did, ohH! I went East Coast! Did some cycling with Xiaoguo, Boss Kwan, Drew D, Crazy Grace and Litian. Sad larhh, Yondaime Yong didn't come. Bugger, I should have known, that lazy bum!! Haha! I was just kidding about that part. Haha! Fun larhh! Cycle for like few hours and relax at the beach. Grace is crazy! Well, she always is one. Brought a stack of UNO cards there. Which is like kinda, off? -shrugs! Anyway, it's damn enjoyable larh! Sitting alone by the beach can be damn relaxing larh!! Well, that kinda feeling, it's hard to describe, you gotta try it out yourself :) I know it sounds kinda gayy but, I like that feeling. Haha!
Honestly! Boss Kwan said that I looked damn sexy and Xiaoguo said that I looked gay when i went to the beach. I just wore my usual FBT attire, running shorts and singlet, but they said that I was gay. What the heckK! Oh and I finally got the chance to wear my shades! Not the damn oakleys one, the Ray Band one. Well, it's fake, but maybe I'll save up and buy a pair, thought Jur said that I looked better in the Ralph Lauren one. Hmm, maybe I'll see, when I've more cash. =)
Slacking alot now larhh! But it's all a well-deserved break! After much hardship and struggling, at least let me enjoy for a week before I start on my bloody FYP =) Signing off for now!
/Hopped!
12:00 AM
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