/ Tuesday, January 16, 2007
Ahh................disappointment, what else can I say? Out of so many people I asked, only 3 were willing to go, on the conditions that others went too. Bleah! Shouldn't have gotten my hopes high.
Thanks Kenny, Yifeng and Angeline for at least expressing some interest in going with me for the Surf and Sweat.
Ziguo, sigh, why let me know of this event when you aren't going? Look, I'm not blaming you or antyhing, but merely expressing the disappointment that, well, couldn't make it for the 2 events that we promised to go together with.
For the rest of the people I asked along, well, answers are plainly written across here isn't it?
I got practically busted by everyone, for everything. Damn, what's the point of making so many plans when none of them will ever come into fruition? It's so frustrating and disappointing!! Argh! So feel like punching something right now!
Sometimes, I question the worth of words of apologies. What's the damn point of it? It's not like saying a word of "sorry" is going to alleviate the anger, disappointment, etc( negative feelings ), so, why can't people just tell their answers straight? Rather than holding it on, giving the other party false hopes. Only to give a straight "no" at the end of the day.
Anyways, I was more or less expecting such answers, seeing the looks of hesitation and uncertainty across most of your faces.
Just when I thought that I would at least have something to look forward to, all these has got to happen! And with project deadlines, common tests, class tests, practical tests and end-of-semester exams looming right in front of me, under such severe conditions, I think I would better off be dead!!
Blogger had better not be down, if it does, I'm gonna kill someone tomorrow.
/Hopped!
12:16 AM
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