/ Sunday, December 24, 2006
Looks like life ain't a bed of roses. When you want something, you must get it yourself. No one will do it for you, nor will it fall from the sky. Determination and patience is the key.
Vision without action is daydream! Yeah Jestyn! Go Go Go!
It's time to say goodbye to BBDC. Really, it's kinda sad though. All though the journey from home to BBDC is really long, I still kinda miss the times I spent there. It's not that I had loads of fun there or something, but rather, it's that the "lost" kinda feeling. I've all the while been going there to do my BTT and all, now that I'm advancing to taking my practical, looks like I'm gonna have to switch to SSDC, sigh. Really, if time had allowed, I would've seriously much preferred to do my driving practical there.
So, as they say, even though you don't know a place well, but spent some time with it, and when it's time for you to part, you'll feel a sense of loss.
How true it is.
Guess, I'm kinda like weird? so says the rest of the team. Haha! Oh wells.
Seems like the 2 weeks term break this semester is not as fun as it seems. I'm still slacking like crazy and not doing my projects. That sucks, but I guess I'll be going to school tomorrow to do it. Sigh, honestly, life really kinda sucks, and I'm damn broke. Seriously.
Kiyah-Splashh Youth Team is expanding. With the new addition of Captain Marcus's brother and cousins. All Performance Diploma holders. Argh! Stressed, I am! Sigh! And they're coming for training next week! Dearest me!
Dragonboat now seems to, kinda have lost it's fun. Maybe it's because of all the cold-lame jokes that no one understands. Sigh! It's so dead during training, where there're several sub-groups and I'm like stuck in the middle.
/Hopped!
12:57 AM
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/ Thursday, December 21, 2006
Hmm...only one word can can describe my feelings now. Terrible!!! Man, though it's the school's term break now, instead of being able to get into the festive season and shop-till-i drop, I'm actually piled up with more work! Damn! Honestly, sometimes i think that which is actually better. School or holidays? Holidays is just like being piled up with more work to do and even if school's totally ended, all it gets is more nagging from my sweet old mom.
All right's, most of my dragonboat gear is here. Let's see what else do i still need, hmm...
-NUM singlets
-Oasics windbreaker
-another pair of Havanas
-Dragon Paddle!! (hell yeah! I've been waiting for this a long time!)
and my Oakleys M-Frame shades just came in today! Whooping 220 bucks! How my heart bleeds! Finally I understand the meaning of "broke". That means, no going out, no buying of stuffs, no nothing! Oh my...looks like my old life of high-class shopping and chilling is over. It's time to start looking at reality =( So many wants, but too little resources!
Fitness Assessment is coming up on the 28th of Dec, and seriously, I think my fitness is really not at that level yet. For instance,
2.4km
Coach's Target: 11 mins
My Target: 9.50 mis
Push-ups
Coach Target: 40
My Target: 100
Sit-Ups
Coach Target: 40
My Target: 100
Pull-ups
Coach Target: 10
My Target: 50
Really, am i being too unrealistic? Man, but i used to be able to do that! Honest! And i seriously don't know what made me crazy, I actually went to sign up for the NYP Bithalon, Men's Individual! Oh my! I gotta swim 400m and run 3.5 clicks! I'm not really worried about the running, it's the swimming I'm more worried about! And the event is like on the 7th of Jan! Man, i better pull my socks up for training!
/Hopped!
10:30 PM
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