/ Friday, August 18, 2006
OH FUCK THAT! WHY IS MY MOM SO FUCKING UNREASONABLE!? WHY CANT SHE LISTEN TO REASON? FUCK IT! I JUST FUCKING TOLD HER THAT MY AUNT IS BRINGING ME TO BANGKOK AND SHE FUCKING HELL BLEW HER TOP. ALL RIGHT, IT WAS A WRONG CHOICE OF WORDS, BUT MY MEANING WAS THAT 'COULD I FUCKING GO?'
AND SHE FUCKING BLEW HER TOP, SAYING ALL THE WHAT SHIT THAT I'M OLD ENOUGH, CAN FLY ALREADY AND THE FUCKING LIKES! WHAT THE FUCK IS THIS MAN!? UNREASONABLE!!
I already did my part. ALl right? I kept quiet and i apologised. And withheld my temper! Fuck, and you just continued with it. What the fuck is this? ARGH! Bloody shit!
Sometimes i so feel like just fucking you off in the face. But you're are still my fucking mother and i gotta give you the fucking i-don't-think-yet-must-be-given respect you fucking deserve.
Sometimes i just feel like fucking of this family. Why can't you be more sensitive and understanding like other people's parents? Fuck! Now i fucking understand why sometimes even dad is pissed off with you.
YOU'VE GOT A FUCKING BAD ATTITUDE AND AN UN-OPEN MIND! FUCK YOU LARH!
GO PRAY SO MUCH FOR WHAT!? EVERY WEEK GO THIS TEMPLE, GO THAT TEMPLE, BUT WHAT IS THE FUCKING USE WITH A FUCKING ATTITUDE LIKE THAT? EVERYTIME GO THIS TEMPLE DONATE DONATE, DONATE FUCK MAN! PRAY FUCK MAN! LOOK LIKE A FUCKING SAINT OUTSIDE, TREAT PEOPLE OUTSIDE SO WELL, THEN FUCKING HELL, TREAT YOUR OWN CHILDREN LIKE DIRT!! FUCK LA, GET A FUCKING LIFE AND EARN OUR FUCKING RESPECT!!
Sometimes, i so feel like leaving this fucking screwed-up family. My mother is one that's fucking noisy and i'm seriously going nuts soon here. I can't wait to finish NS, finish my university education, find a job, buy a house, and the my fucking ass outta here. I don't care if you don't let me go or not. I just want a place where i can find some peace and sanity!!! Any place will do, as long as i'm far far away from my mom!
/Hopped!
1:25 PM
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