/ Wednesday, June 24, 2009
It's always ready to excuse, to trust, to hope, to endure no matter what.
/Hopped!
6:38 PM
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haha. can't believe that i'm blogging again, guess i'm too bored to. not to mention, writing in my dairy and blogging again. haha! oh wells, let's see when's my last post...holy! it's like at least 1 year ago! whoa!! this blog's like dead for at least 1 year, and now, back(hopefully)?
Life's been too much of an up and downs ever since i graduated. Been doing camps, met lots of good people, did all sorts of nonsense thing, picked up a few bad habits here and there, got myself into trouble but hey, those were the days if I were to look back now.
Thank god at least no matter what, I've always got 2 persons in the world that I could fall back on and no matter what, these are the 2 who will always save your ass at the end of the day. Patrick Yu! you this 'yao xiu' kid! always nonsense lj around but i guess if it weren't for you, i most probably wouldn't be typing this post. ha. You and your nonsense, and damn, i really should've known you much earlier, all the crap we could've done. HAHA! Seriously miss the days, when right before a camp, we're playing mahjong, or drinking, and going into the camp next day, half-drunk with the shag face and having no idea what we're doing, and let our mirrors die. HAHA! Faster enlist larh, you this CD buy, CD and SAF dun mix =p
The other person, is none other than my fucked-face cousin, the hansteristic dickhead. damn, we're like having a love-hate relationship with each other, yet we can't do without each other. sounds gay, but this fucked-face cousin of mine has been through too much sheits together to forget. well, if you ever see the post, i'm sure you know what are the things i'm referring to. and it's like a 'I know your darkest secret' kinda thing, not like you don't know mine also...haha! oh wells, hurry up and get ur bloody ass back to sg! you this potato-eating sailor!! and we're back in action with our night (ahem!) activities! =D
and now, to you, doubt you'll even know if this blog exists, and for reasons yet unknown, i'm at a loss for words here again, it feels like, i've loads to tell you about, but then again, i seriously don't know where to start. remember the day, before i went in, i told you that the circle goes in one big round, and that you said that i was late, well, it seems like i'm again. if i'm not jumping to conclusions that is. why is it that time, never waits or the movement of events. why am i always lagging behind? and much as ever since i was in, and i tried to forget you, but you always float unto my mind, unbidden, and even though everyone's trying to tell me to forget it, not worth it and stuff like that, much as i would like to go along with the flow, but i can't. seriously can't. and i would say it again, what i said on the night at the bus-stop. i love you. and i really do.
boy, sorry, but i can't help but pen this down, if you ever see this, i doubt u know i blog as well, remember to give me one good smacking. wake me up.
someone, please wake me up. shake me of this web of illusion.
/Hopped!
8:39 PM
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/ Thursday, February 21, 2008
And so, this chapter concludes the end of my poly life. I seriously don't understand why am I blogging again, when I've always been so adamant that blogging is stupid, and if a person wants to pen down his/her feelings, they should be writing them down in their diaries.
-one of the random
-irony
-echo of the past
-stand firm
Just Over A twisted apple
/Hopped!
11:04 PM
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/ Monday, January 14, 2008
I just realised that, I've not touched this for more than 6 months! My my, this blog is like, rotting on the internet!! Okies, so the loyal fan of mine, I'm going to do an entry for you, since I'm home alone today with nothing to do =)
Hmm...life's been pretty much stressful these past few days, with not enough sleep and loads of work to rush. Not to mention, some misunderstandings, unhappiness, quarrels, etc. You know, those negative feelings of life. But wells, just endure it for a few one days, one more project, and one more presentation, and I'll be freed of my chains, bondage, obligation and all! Cause after this, I'm on my own. Exams! Geez, I think the school should do something about their exam systems. For 3 years, the entire 6 semesters in poly, all exams are held right after the festive season of the Chinese! That's right, Chinese New Year! This year, it's being held on the 12th, 13th, 14th, and the 15th. Gee, how am I going out to do visiting? How am I going to travel overseas?
Umms, enough of the unpleasantness. On a happier note, much as I'm getting into quarrels on one side, I'm socializing more, on the other side. With everything back in full swing, what more can I ask for? And recently, I've gained a serious addiction to playing mahjong and "dai-dee"(not sure of it's spelling) with the rest of the guys. Not just that, the song, Way Back Into Love, by Hugh Grant and Drew Barrymore is constantly grabbing my attention too! Haha!
All rights, enough of all these, I'm boring ya all with my life stories, it's nothing interesting, unless well, you know =)
Recently, I've seen many breakups, and I'm going to put out some advice here.
Between pride, and the person you love, which one do you choose??
Girls: When you are in a relationship with a guy, please cherish him. Don't treat your boyfriend as if he's merely a spare tyre. Not that I'm telling you to let him control you, or intruding into your personal space, but rather, make an effort to let him know that you still care. Be it a nice dinner together, a quiet stroll in the park, hearing each other's voices over the phone or maybe even a simple "I love you, darling" sms, it's more than enough. Take note though, don't over-use this, things will get boring after a while. Even honey tastes makes you nausea if you keep drinking it everyday. So, what I meant is that, occasionally do things which would spice up your relationship. Depending on what your interests are. I'll list out a few things you two can do at the end of my entry.
Oh, and another thing, for girls, if a guy dumps you for no good reason, forget him, he's a jerk and find someone better. If he dumps you because of other reasons, in which case mostly the girl is at fault, well, it's worth a try to get back together, if you've woken up from your dreamland and discover that the missing piece of your life, you've just thrown it away. How are you going to go about it, well, that would've to depend on the past, and the current situation.
Guys: When you're chasing a girl, there are times when you really have to sacrifice. Not just money and/or time, but something more valuable. Your pride. I know that most guys have ego, and that they just can't bear to bow their heads and ask. But if that's the case, well, then I guess you won't be getting a girlfriend anytime soon, until you learn a lesson in humility and manners. Where love is concerned, it's unconditional, and it's definitely not something that you can buy with the amount of money you spent on her, or the flashy sports car that you have. It's something unpredictable, unexpected, uncontrollable, unbearable and strangely easy to mistake for loathing, and it will feel like, you can barely contain it, like it doesn't belong to you anymore. Just your heart, in exchange for hers. Sadly, such feelings don't really exists in nowadays anymore. It seems like, the clear line between love and lust has become blurred, and it's like, love and lust comes together in a package deal. Quite a sad thing.
Remember when you're chasing a girl, what you must do, is to show your sincerity. It's not about how handsome you look, how classy you are, how much do you have in your wallet or how expensive is your car. What I'm saying is, guys, when you're going out on a date with a girl, you gotta look neat, clean and decently dressed. Who would like to go out with a guy that looks as though he hasn't showered for 3 days?? Well, you know the answer. And don't ever think of trying to impress a girl with your wealth, or your macho-ism, just relax, take it slow, and let the good times roll in, and go with the flow. And the rest is up to you =)
Okays! We've come to the conclusion of this entry, I hope I have not bored you guys to death. I don't know when I'll be updating again, so check back once in awhile =)
Tata for now!!
Love,
Jestyn
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4:39 PM
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I'll be back next friday!!Woo-hoO! I miss my family and you guys!!! Seriously! and...I know it sounds kinda mushy, but I really love you all!!
-tears trickling down my cheeks
/Hopped!
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/ Wednesday, May 16, 2007
Hoot hoot! I'm having my chalet in beijing! How awesome can it be? Haha!! Now that summer is fast approaching, they've installed more wooden benches and tables right outside our dorm, and planted several big trees. Haha! Well, the only thing that they forgot to add was a bbq pit. Haha!
Well, not that it matters, we can easily head out to the supermarket to get some aluminium trays, charcoal and wire-net, and we can get the balls' rollin! Hell yeah!
Was chilling out with Kim Siong, Juice, Andy, Juju, Timo, and several others out in our very own "chalet". Haha! Damn, we ordered 20 bottles of beer, plus 2 carton of fags, chilling outside. Well? You get the picture. With a life like this, who would wanna go home? Haha!
Can still our Chengde trip. It was only one of our trips where we get to stay out and overnight. Haha! It's loving it.
And so, 4 of us, Kim Siong, Andy, Juju and Jake(me!! yeah me! go me!), decided to do, what guys would do. Translate this to chinese,
"Miss, give me 20 cans of beer, 5 packs of cigarettes, and one set of poker cards. Thank you."
Woot! Sweet man! Hahaha! Seriously!!
/Hopped!
10:12 AM
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Sigh, things have well, changed. It's no longer how it used to be.
/Hopped!
9:20 PM
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